Things have been pretty rough for me lately. I have been throwing up and getting stuck almost everyday. The thing is I am not abusing my band by eating things that I shouldn't be. It sometimes happens after I eat yogurt or mashed potatos. I need to be unfilled but my health insurance was cancelled because my husband forget to pay it. It's a really long story but until I get it reactivated I'm literally stuck in this miserable situation. These are the times when I really feel like I made a mistake having this surgery in the first place. In reality, I know I made the right decision but I'm just feeling so miserable lately. The only time I feel like I can keep down food is late afternoon or evening and that's even tricky for me! I didn't go to any of the bbq's I was invited to this weekend because I'm afraid to eat. I have started drinking protein shakes because my body needs the nutrients. My weightloss has stalled yet again because I'm not taking in enough calories so it stores the little bit I do get in.
I know this is temporary but it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I don't want to overeat, I just want to be able to eat something, anything, and actually keep it down. I will update soon. I hope you all had a happy and healthy fourth!!!
Jenn
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